I'm pissed.

I don't know if I'm actually allowed to be pissed, since in a way I am at fault, but yes, I am pissed.  Here's how the story goes.  I got a call from my mom and she said that she and my dad are almost at Akasia (my hostel) so I'm supposed to be down. This is like a routine for me everyday, having my dinner with my parents I mean.  So I was in a total rush because I don't want my mom to start complaining on how I'm late at getting ready and all that until I forgot to wear my student ID.  I have it in my bag but it's just that I didn't put it on me.  As I was walking at my fastest pace out of the hostel compound, the guard call on me.  Just great.  At this point I knew what was coming.  Obediently, I went over to the guard.  As expected, he asked me about my student ID that we students were supposed to wear where ever we go.

It was really obvious that he was trying real hard to make me feel guilty that I had broken a rule.  But apparently, I was too busy checking out whether my dad's car is outside or nor.  He was going to start the lecture on how I'm supposed to wear my student ID at all time and it's a huge 'crime' that I don't.  He even showed me the tickets making sure that I get what he's trying to say.  Sure pak cik I get it, now spare me the lecture!  And what a great timing does my friend have because then and there she called me to ask about something.  As distracted as I was with the pak cik and my constant peek to check out whether my parents had arrived, I clearly didn't pay attention to what the pak cik is saying and so I singed off the ticket.  He just smiled at me saying that he wasn't gonna penalize me but since I already signed it, it simply can't be helped.  So,  yes.  I was given a ticket for not wearing my student ID to dinner.

I was so pissed off that I can't even enjoy my dinner.  After that, it seems like everything seems so wrong and triggers my anger to switch on.  That my friend is something that I really don't like to happen.  And that is how I got pissed off.  I can't even get why I was pissed off.  Basically, I kind of caused the problem but it makes me so mad for no reason.  That's what my dad always complain about.  He said I have little patience and tolerance.  Judging from what happened, I guess it's true....